Its been too long

I have been trying to come and blog for some time now, but honestly, I have just had a lot on my plate these days. V and Killa are doing great, I never knew I could have two people in my life that I love so much. I want to give them everything their hearts desire...I wish I could. V is so good, but he always gets the short end of the deal it seems. I pray that I do not fall short in our marriage. Kai is growing to be such a joy, but I fear I do not give him all that he needs. It seems like I have been keeping myself busy with work, and the car, and the house, and money....and EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN! Things are trying to fall into place, but there are still some things that go neglected. I pray that we can get it all back on track.

My levels have finally fell completely to zero. The last time I wrote, I was at 71, then I dropped to 24, then 17, then 8...After the 8 they said I didnt have to come back. I am remembering suddenly though, that I have an appt with my doctor soon...I need to check on the date.

I finally have my black stallion out of the shop. She is running pretty nicely, although I did run into a minor problem with my alternator this week. I knew some small things would have to be replaced now that I have a newer engine, so that was expected, although not so soon!! I am glad that I caught it. Anyway I am working to get my boy in tip top shape, the body looks very nice, as I had that redone when I was in an accident last year. Now I am just getting all the small things done....find out whats the deal with my speakers, i just put new ones in a few months ago and they sound like crap! I think its the wiring. There is a big difference in my sound system and V's...i miss that, getting the car and just enjoying how the music surrounds me...not even blasting loudly, just a nice sound, crisp and clear. I want my windows tinted, because I hate a naked window...people stare too much, including myself..lol..Some other things too, but in time.

Work is cool...Actually Im at work now, about to leave. Doing more OT, but as I was writing this post, I started missing my child and my husband so much, so I will have to post more later.....Until the next time.....

Can you see your smile???

FOOD! GAMES! PRIZES! AND MORE FOOD!

It is officially National Customer Service Week. We are indulging in catered food every day, games, prizes(really nice ones at that), and just an overall lack of productivity this week. It is still business as usual, but we are definitely being treated like royalty around here with all the perks we are getting. It has been a fun week thus far. Too much food, but when it's free, people seem to be drawn to it, many times over. So far we have had Outback, Westshore pizza(a pretty popular pizza joint around here), and Publix Deli(which can definitely hold its own..lol). We are slated to have breakfast catered tomorrow from a great lil bakery cafe, Panera Bread, and a bbq lunch from Fred Flemings on Friday. Massage therapists will be brought in for an all day affair on Friday. I have signed up for two! And boy do I need them, could actually take 2 more if I was just that greedy!!

I think Van is actually looking into getting me a spa day, but I have just not stopped long enough to sit down and discuss when I want to do it. I will soon tho. I am just so close to getting things done it seems. These last few weeks have been rough, but I am ever thankful for how light work has been with the move and all. Then my coworkers have been great as well, some even helping me out by giving me rides into work and back home since my car is still sitting at the shop. We will officially be done paying that large repair bill off next week(or so I hope). I miss my car! I think i just took it for granted that we had 2 cars. Now I am so thankful we do. We have been putting a beating on our one car over the last few weeks, but there is an end to it all in site Im glad to say. I will hopefully be driving my lil black stallion next week.....I will treasure her!! Van and I got into a lil tiff yesterday and I honestly think it is due to us being around each other all the time. We wake up, take Kai to daycare, I drop him off and go to work, then drive back to drop the car off at lunch time, but he has to drive me back to work, then he picks me up after work or overtime.... That is extreme when we were both used to having our own car. I love all the time we spend together, but I think it was just too much yesterday.

On another note, my HcG levels have come down drastically to a 71. I go in tomorrow for bloodwork again, but hopefully things will be at zero. I am feeling so much better. Its amazing....

Anyway, I am outta here for now. Just wanted to drop a line in my blog while I had a moment....