Long Weekend.....

Well it has been a very long weekend... First of all, those of you that commented, thanks, I enjoy the luv, but just have not felt up to writing... The big news that I found out last week is that Im expecting... I have mixed feelings about it right now. I couldnt utter the words, even to myself until i knew how V felt about it. He took it fairly well. I actually took a test on my own last weekend because I needed to know first. I have been feeling like pure crap for the last 2 weeks. And I kind of hinted to him that something might be up, but I didnt want to let on that I already knew. I know, sneaky as all outdoors, but I thought it would be better if we appeared to find out 2gether. So I took a test with him, after hinting around that I had not been feeling too good, and that I was lil late. To sum it all up, we found out, cuddled, and actually had a great day. Then the yesterday the tables turned, or he woke up or something! He is kinda distant, and I can understand, as I did not contemplate having another child either. So I am just letting him deal with it all and get used to the idea, while I suffer in silence(nauseau is a mutha, not to mention wanting to sleep ALL DAY!!). I am at work right now, feeling a bit better, not too sick, but still very sleepy. Wow, this has almost turned into a pregnancy journal overnight. I always wanted to write one for Killa, and I did sorta, in one I had handwritten, but nothing public like this. Anywho...I think i will nap under my desk with all the dust mites and cables(kidding)..Until the next time....