Its been too long

I have been trying to come and blog for some time now, but honestly, I have just had a lot on my plate these days. V and Killa are doing great, I never knew I could have two people in my life that I love so much. I want to give them everything their hearts desire...I wish I could. V is so good, but he always gets the short end of the deal it seems. I pray that I do not fall short in our marriage. Kai is growing to be such a joy, but I fear I do not give him all that he needs. It seems like I have been keeping myself busy with work, and the car, and the house, and money....and EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN! Things are trying to fall into place, but there are still some things that go neglected. I pray that we can get it all back on track.

My levels have finally fell completely to zero. The last time I wrote, I was at 71, then I dropped to 24, then 17, then 8...After the 8 they said I didnt have to come back. I am remembering suddenly though, that I have an appt with my doctor soon...I need to check on the date.

I finally have my black stallion out of the shop. She is running pretty nicely, although I did run into a minor problem with my alternator this week. I knew some small things would have to be replaced now that I have a newer engine, so that was expected, although not so soon!! I am glad that I caught it. Anyway I am working to get my boy in tip top shape, the body looks very nice, as I had that redone when I was in an accident last year. Now I am just getting all the small things done....find out whats the deal with my speakers, i just put new ones in a few months ago and they sound like crap! I think its the wiring. There is a big difference in my sound system and V's...i miss that, getting the car and just enjoying how the music surrounds me...not even blasting loudly, just a nice sound, crisp and clear. I want my windows tinted, because I hate a naked window...people stare too much, including myself..lol..Some other things too, but in time.

Work is cool...Actually Im at work now, about to leave. Doing more OT, but as I was writing this post, I started missing my child and my husband so much, so I will have to post more later.....Until the next time.....