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V has found a great tasting new beer...Kinda reminds me of Heiny, but with a smoother taste. I am sitting here in the penthouse, trying to dl some stuff...i know i aint right, but they need to take it off the internet if they dont want it to be accessed. Killa(lil man) is out like a log, seems to be coming down with a lil sumtin...Luckily he does not sick very often..Actually his babysitter commented on that same fact the other day; how ironic that now he IS sick. Shes the bomb with him tho, and I appreciate that because good providers are hard to come by. I will really hate to take him away from there, because its such a nuturing environment for him, but I am anxious to get him at a regular daycare/school setting. Right now, unfortunately(or fortunately..im not really sure) he is not around many african american kids. the sitter is a west indian from Guyana...She watches Killa, and 2 lil white boys, sometimes one of her nephews. I notice when he gets around my sisters kids, he is not as rowdy or as loud as they seem to be. Now this is good sometimes, as I am not one for a lot of noise and nonsense, but then again, its like he does not relate to the lil black kids...Am I just reading too much into it???!!!??? I mean, my sister is a lil ghetto for my tastes, even tho we grew up in the same environment(ghetto as it is..lol), but of course we choose different paths in life. I love her to death, but there are some ways that she could stand to broaden her horizons a bit... Of course we are two individuals, so that explains it, nuff said. I just look at my niece and nephew and realize how much different they are from Killa. At any rate, I do want him to be around "his kind" so to speak, but I have seen some really messed up lil kids, and its not their fault. Like the Bill Cosby comment is definitely true, but I wouldnt limit it to just the black parents because it goes all around. There are some real ghetto white people too...i beleive they call them "trailer trash"..Anyway, I want Killa to be as diverse as possible, and he seems to know how to deal with the suburbs, so now its time to teach him how to survive in in the ghetto..lol.

He looks so at peace lying there... I should be lying down myself..Ive been pretty stressed out lately with this car situation. V and I discussed the possiblity of another car, but I dont know if we need to put that on us right now. This house is coming up pretty soon...We are slated to be out of our apartment at the end of October, and the builders negotiated our closing so that it all coincides with that. That way we wont have to do month to month or something silly like that. A car payment is exactly what we DONT need right now...Well I am off to find something to watch on those 10 million channels Ive got...Until the next time....